It's October already. The year went by so fast and yet so slow. I'm trying not to remember or look back until next week. Thats when I have time off work and it won't matter if my eyes are red or if I decide to take a nap in the middle of the day. This week I'm keeping busy, keeping distracted.
How do you remember a birthday of someone who isn't here. How do you celebrate. My daughters will be watching everything I do. They will be wanting to know why. What can I tell them when I'm not sure. I want them to know not only is Baby James still very important to us but so are they. I will never forget any of my children. I want them to know we can be happy he was born. He was a gift from God , one I would have liked to keep longer.
Heaven feels so far away right now.
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