Nov 11th

This week he would have been a month old. It feels strange to imagine him growing up. I wish I knew what heaven was like. Is he a baby still learning about that spiritual world slowly as he would have learned about this physical world. Or is he completely grown as Adam was in the Garden of Eden. I like to think he is grow and now understands how much I loved him and why he was placed on this earth for such a short time. I like to imagine him serving God right now, being able to offer praise for His love and mercy. Some day when I leave this earthly body behind I pray I will be able to see my son and show him my love once more. And even more than that I pray we will serve God together in heaven.