The new year is coming. I use to look forward to staying up late and making resolutions. A new start, a reason to make changes.
Now the new year already seems old, hope of change is over shadowed by knowledge that change isn't always good. I find it hard to celebrate something that, as the years pass, seems more and more pointless.
I suppose I am in a funk. Perhaps my resolution should be to look for the positives, to find joy in life. Christmas was a good time this year, with few melancholy moments. I was encouraged and didn't have to pretend to enjoy myself.
Maybe it is because this year is ending on a positive that I don't want to start new. I want things to keep going as they are. No more changes.
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