Last weekend was hard for me. I got in fights (well arguments) for silly reasons. I didn't want to do the things that needed done. I didn't get to do the fun things I wanted to do. I was too emotional, happy or sad it all came out my eyes, i.e. I cried a lot.
Then came monday, a new week. I took a step back and prayed for a new heart, a new understanding, and a new attitude. God is good. He is working on me and working with me. Christmas is a time spent with loved ones and family. For me with some of my loved ones and family gone Christmas will always be a time they are missed.
My mom is such an encouragement to me. She is able to focus on the hope of eternity, the promise that those who go before us are already perfected. I am sure she has bad days too. But seeing her constantly relying on God through those time is a wonderful reminder to me to do like wise.
I pray that my focus during Christmas and beyond will be of the son of God come to earth to bring healing. Now my happy tears are back as I praise God my son and my dad have both found that healing, I eagerly await the day I will join them and all these tears will be wiped away.
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