This winter has seemed long. Full of celebrations and stress. Every thing seems to be coming to an end and a new season, Spring, is coming. I wonder if every year will have these ups and downs, joys and sorrows.
At times I wonder if I will ever just be happy again. Right now it seems like when I see joy it reminds me of my sadness. Even though I want to smile and focus on the good things God can do, I find my eyes wanting to cry.
There is a new nephew in my family. A cute little guy with big eyes and chubby cheeks. His dedication service was last Sunday. It was a great time. There is something awesome about watching a family give their child over to God. Knowing how serious they are in wanting that child to grow and learn about the Lord always encourages me in the training of my own kids.
This time was a little different though. The scripture read was the same passage read at James' funeral and instead of thinking about the children I was raising I found myself thinking about the child who was already serving in heaven. Instead of me showing him who God is someday I hope he will be the one to introduce me to our Savior.
